I am a pretty weird guy. They say you are at 8 who you'll be at 80, and if so, that is not a pleasant thought. When I was a little boy, I was no9t very popular. I didn't have many friends, and the ones I did, were not true friends at all. It is in this atmosphere of solitude and betrayal that I developed a few of my charming, and not so charming personality traits. They say admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery, if so, hopefully I am on the mend.
I am neurotically paranoid.
If I call someone's cell phone and they don't answer, I immediately feel like they are screening my calls.
If I make plans to go out that fall through with someone twice in a row, I am convinced they want nothing to do with me.
If I walk by complete strangers and they happen to laugh, i am convinced they are laughing at me.
I tell jokes constantly to avoid having people laugh at me directly, as opposed to the things I say.
If I say something that i don't believe to be overly funny (a lead in joke to a funnier punchline) that gets an over-exaggerated amount of laughs, I see the person either as a sycopnat, or as someone who is laughing at me. Both are extremely undesirable.
These are just a few of the random insecurities I have been thinking about lately.
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